Diva

So. I am feeling extremely awesome. I have had pretty much the best day ever. I woke early and went on a run, got to take my time getting ready, therefore looking extra-fabulous, went to class, had lunch with A, did some homework, took a nap, dinner with G, and now I am freaking out on tumblr with all of my lady crushes/hot body inspirations. So of course I decided to write a blog post, as I always do during my random internet sprees. This post is the beginnings of an idea that just popped into my head while tumbling, pinteresting, and watching the Colbert Report. This idea is to create a board and use The Secret to make my life more awesome than it already is :] I want to have sexy, independent, and successful women that I admire plastered all over it, to help motivate me to stay active and fabulous. I also am going to put quotes that I love representing how I want to live my life, and then whatever else I ever decide needs to be there. I have had a new revelation that I don't have to hate myself to be "humble" and just because I feel confident and sexy doesn't mean I'm being vain or think I'm better than other people because of it. Also, feeling sexy doesn't mean that's the only part about myself that I love. I think attractive women get a bad rap and their intelligence gets dismissed because they dress sexy and know about what foundation is best for their skin type. I wish society could see that women are able to be sexy and smart and funny and oh wait that's Tina Fey... Anyway. I'm basically just rambling now, letting my brain kind of just shoot at the screen so I'm going to end this before I proceed to tell you how sexy women can save the world which is exactly what I want to do in Africa I HAVE TO STOP MYSELF NOW. Okay. So! I am going to start collecting pictures, and this post is going to be devoted to all the sexy and fabulous ladies that inspire me. Enjoy :]

So, of course, the Goddess herself. My boyfriend put up with a very dramatic breakdown of mine over winter break, one of the many reasons he's the bomb dot com. This breakdown had to do with the seven-ten pound gain I experienced and other pretty girls etc. and he told me "You can't expect to look like super models, look to Beyoncé and Scarlet Johansen, because y'all have the same body type." So yeah, he's perfect. Anyway, this is one of the reasons I'm using Bey as one of my inspirations. And, she's a fuckin diva.

The afore mentioned Tina Fey is, of course, sexy, funny, and smart. The trifecta. My friend A says I am Liz Lemon because I'm secretly really disgusting. Deal bitches.

So basically this is how I see E and myself in forty years. Fabulous, sexy, successful, and takin selfies.

It makes me really sad that JLaw is mostly known for Hunger Games because she is genuinely a superb and diverse actress. And she won't lose ridiculous amounts of weight for roles, which I really really really respect.

Katy Perry is just gorgeous and boobs.

Another phenomenal actress :] and she's super sexy, duh.

Of course, Bey again because god just look at her she is perfection.

And to finish off, these two perfect ladies owning the label of bitch. Cause bitches get shit done.

Stay sassy, my fellow divas.

xxo taylor

Tumblr Culture

Whenever I would try to explain tumblr to my non-tumbling friends, I would always describe it as having multiple cultures. There's the adorable fandoms, that, admittedly, do get a little dramatic. And the hipster culture, the fitness culture, the fashion culture, pretty much anything you can think of. But one that I "tumbled" into was a sort of meshing of thinspo and angst. If you don't know what thinspo is, it stands for "thinsperation" and was created to help girls stick to "diet" plans in order to stay skinny. It basically turned into pictures of sickly girls that make other, healthier girls feel horrible about themselves. I happened upon one of these pictures just now;

which I feel epitomizes my point. It doesn't have any words saying that this is right or what you should be doing or how you should look; but it glorifies despair and loneliness and makes them beautiful and glamourous. This girl is contorted and twisted in on herself, she's extremely thin, and seemingly depressed. I understand that people aren't happy all the time and we are allowed to feel our feelings, but the angst of a situation is constantly perpetuated through this tumblr culture. So when girls and boys come home from their bad days at high school, they get on the computer and the outside world tells them to keep being sad, because being sad and broken and tormented is a goal to be obtained and it makes you interesting and glamorous and different. This same culture is obsessed with people like Kurt Cobain and Marilyn Monroe; people who lived to the extreme, especially when it came to drugs and depression, and died young and tragically. Society has immortalized them and made them into figures to look up to. I find this side of tumblr to be very troubling and destructive. I try to fill my life with things that lift me up and inspire me; not things that give me an excuse to wallow in self-pity when in reality I'm a white upper-middle class college coed who has a loving boyfriend and parents who are paying for college. I understand that I'm lucky, but I wish the side of tumblr that promoted gratefulness and positivity was more popular than it's depression and cliché-quote ridden counterpart. For now, I'm going to unfollow the negative blogs and follow more positive ones. 

Wishing you positivity and a productive, love-filled year!

xxo taylor

Healthy Living

So, last April I made a post entitled, "I Work Out" ( http://livenaturallyblog.blogspot.com/2012/04/i-work-out.html ) detailing my new lifestyle and being healthy and happy and working out and eating better. Well, ladies and gentlemen, I have slacked off entirely this first semester of college and have zero excuses besides I love sleep. So, low and behold, I came home for Christmas and found that I weighed 150 pounds. Not too horrible, but on my 5'2" frame, it's a little noticeable. I've always been very self-concious when it comes to my body with a very active older sister and a lean little sister who towers over the whole family save our father at 5'7. I look nothing like the tan, blonde, beauties that are my sisters. I'm not saying I'm not beautiful, I honestly do think I'm pretty cute, just a much different cute than my sisters who look like they belong in California, while I look like I belong in like, Manhattan in the winter time. And in Texas, looking like you belong in California is easier than looking like you belong in anywhere cold. But! I digress. I am writing to inform all of you that I am once again going on a healthy journey, with a new and improved work out routine, that builds instead of just throws random and intense work outs at my body, and I've joined Weight Watchers. Something my parents have been on for a few years and absolutely swear by it. I've only been on for four days and I love it too. I am also trying to become vegetarian/vegan. But I'm letting myself take that day by day and just make more conscious choices since I eat meat really regularly. I am happy to say that today I have officially lost one pound! Not bad for four days. But I'm planning on taking it slow and focussing more on my healthy living than a number on a scale. So! Here is my restart to a healthy life, and I'm hoping planning to instill some lifelong healthy habits. Happy New Year, loves!!



xxo taylor