Friday, April 27, 2012

And Now For Something Entirely Irrelevant!

I've decided to create a new segment devoted to completely irrelevant things that pretty much no one but myself will care about :] Today's Irrelevant post is about Alicia Silverstone. If you've never seen the movie Clueless, then, first, shame on you and second, you have not lived. Not many people appreciate the greatness that is this movie, but I can quote the entire thing and learned many life lessons from it. Anyway! Alicia Silverstone plays Cher, who represents Emma from Jane Austen's novel, Emma. In it, this actor Jeremy Sisto plays a guy named Elton, obviously representing Mr. Elton who's in love with Emma in the novel. Anyway, all of this is just a back story. Jeremy Sisto is now in a new tv show called Suburgatory about a single dad and his hipster, activist, teenage daughter who move from New York city to a suburb and their life adjusting to it. It's not the most smartly written or funniest thing on tv, but I like it. So, I was watching a few nights ago George, Jeremy Sisto's character, has a new love interest named Eden. She looked familiar and once she started talking I realized THAT'S ALICIA SILVERSTONE!!!!! DDDD: I fuh-reaked out! My mind was totally blown! I mean, here are these two actors who were in a movie together like, 20 years ago or something and now they're playing love interests!! I dunno. I thought it was pretty damn amazing. Anyway, I was just so thrilled and couldn't think of anyone who would even remotely care about this as much as I do, so I decided to blog about it :] Hope y'all had a glorious last full week of April and have an even more glorious weekend! Prom is tomorrow, so you know there'll be a post about my fab outfit and even more (redundancy) time :D


















xxo taylor

Wednesday, April 18, 2012

Daddy's Girl

Two posts in one night?!! I've gotta make up for lost time here :] So today in my english class we had something my glorious and wonderful teacher Mrs. Wickersham calls Polonius day. In Shakespeare's Hamlet, Polonius gives advice to his son Laertes before he sets out on a journey, and it's pretty good advice. So Mrs. Wickersham wrote letters to all of our parents and asked for them to write each of us letters with their own advice since we're all about to go off to college. Isn't she marvelous? (She also gave us her own list of good advice :]) Needless to say, there were many tears and much sharing and it was an all around fabulous day. I really would like to share the letter my father wrote me because it was so beautiful and spoke to me so deeply. (my mother's did as well, but maybe that'll be in another post :] ) So! Here are some experts from my letter from my father that most spoke to me.

      My Dearest Taylor Kaye:
     
            ...Your Emotional Quotient is high... You can get lost in the weight of human suffering- don't do that. Share joy and comfort sorrow; but, be kindest to yourself.

           ...Pray for safety, pray for happiness, pray for health and pray for the ability to live your life with ease. Pray these things for yourself first, then for those you love, then for those you like and finally and most importantly, for your perceive enemies. It works.

          Strive for Enlightenment. ... Never settle. I didn't and look what I got- the woman of my dreams and a family that brings me joy every day.

                                                                           Love you,
                                                                                  Daddy.


Phew! I got teary eyed again just typing those parts up! My father and I have an amazingly close relationship. Actually, I'm very close with both my parents. But my dad understands my struggle with emotion more than my mom does because he's who I get it from. When I say struggle with emotion I mean that I feel things very deeply. Not just my own emotions but for other people as well. If you've ever read Secret Life of Bees then you'll remember the character of May. The twin who is no longer a twin because her sister died, who gets emotional over a squashed cockroach. I am much like May, though to a lesser extent because I am not a literary figure. My daddy and I often have talks about how to deal with my potent emotions and his recently turning to Buddhism has really helped me to find inner peace and acceptance of who I am. He and my mother have raised me incredibly well and I am a little terrified to leave them, but know that they have prepared me accordingly for the world. I would be no where near the same person I am today without their guidance and ever-present, unconditional love. I will forever be grateful for the person they have helped mold me into and hope I can continue to make them proud with my life decisions. This was kind of a random post but I was feeling like reminiscing so I took advantage of my blog :] Good night and sweet dreams! Go hug your parents.

xxo taylor

     

Compassion




We live in a society of apathy. Where being cool means not giving a shit and being over excited or passionate about something is weird. This has translated into being apathetic to our fellow human beings. This can be seen from shows like "A Thousand Ways To Die" to the much talked about issue of bullying, which is being brought to light by the documentary Bully. We've been desensitized to violence and mocking and tell ourselves it's okay to laugh at the kid being made fun of because he's kinda weird and besides, the jocks are just kidding, he needs to learn to take a joke. We have lost the art of compassion, for truly caring for one another for the simple reason that we are all human beings. No one wants to suffer. Everyone wants to be happy. Once we realize that we are all connected by those two simple facts, I believe the world can start to become a better place. In my opinion, high school is where compassion goes to die. Jokes get taken too far because everyone is so concerned with being perceived in the way they want to and making sure that the "popular" kids think the right things about them. I strive to have and show compassion for everyone, but of course sometimes fail in my attempts. This woman really spoke to me and serves as a reminder to always be kind (not nice, a post on that to come later) to every person you see. Because they are a person just like you, and deserve respect for that reason.

Monday, April 16, 2012

I Work Out

Here we go! This is my new and improved plan to have my body show off my inner, beautiful, sexy self. I think it will definitely help for me to post this for God and everyone to see, because I'll probably stick to it better if I know I've bragged about it on the internet :] All righty. I'll start off with food, which I'm going to be much more lenient on... let's be real, it's summer, imma be chowing down on BBQ and froyo. I am only human!!

Eating Habits:

No more than two desserts a week.
In-between-meal snacks must be healthy. i.e. fruit, veggies, fruit/veggies smoothies. etc :]

Work Out Plan:

Stretch every morning!!
Every other day:
Run using Couch to 5K app (GET IT!!) to work up stamina
On non running days- Butt workout app (that's what it's called...)
Every day:
                Abs:
                       30 Crunches
                       30 Up Twists
                       30 Butterfly Crunches
                       30 Throwdowns
                       30 Cross Overs
                Legs:
                         30 Lunges per leg
                         30 Leg raises per leg
                         30 Ballet Bounces
                Arms:
                         5 lb weights

Also, every Saturday I'm going to focus on something.
First Saturday- Arms
2nd Sat.- Legs
3rd- Stomach
4th- Butt

Annndddddd
Every month I'm going to take on a 20-30 day challenge
:D
Phew.
Too much?
I don't think so :]
Of course, my body is used to working out, not intensely but I have worked out on and off for about a year now. If you're just now starting, be sure to pace yourself. And remember, it took more than a meal to gain it, it'll take more than one round of work outs to lose it :]

Some tips:
Drink tons of water! It's good for you metabolism
There are tons of work out challenges and food tips online, especially pinterest (that's where I got all my stuff :])
Stop saying "I'm gonna look like her when I'm done working out" no. you're going to look like you. Beautiful as always, just a little trimmer and healthier :]
Good luck to you if you're going on this beach bod journey with me! Remember to indulge every once in a while ;] much love!!

xxo taylor

Apologies, apologies.

Well! It's finally time to dust off the cobwebs from this here blog. To my (one...two?) readers, I am so so sorry it's been so long. Even though I'm sure your lives have been going on fine without my random musings. So! In Texas, we usually skip over spring and head right into summer, so my first post (after this one...) will be my new workout/eating healthy plan so I can look extra hot in my new bikinis ;] Of course of course, looks aren't everything and I am a strong, beautiful woman no matter my size. But goddam it's nice to make boys do a double take on the beach, am I right? Well, I better get started on this new plan :]

xxo taylor

Sunday, January 8, 2012

And Here... We... Go!

I have been neglecting my lovely blog and I apologize. I will be posting my last haireography very soon and then I must come up with a new idea! I'll try to make it creative. I have so much to do this semester and am revving up to be a Super Woman!! I start working out again on Tuesday, homework is about to start drowning me again, One Act auditions are next week, and after that Juilliard auditions... yikes!! And then Math IA's, World Lit. papers, World Topics IA's then testing then more testing then graduation then Summer then college OH MY GOD!!
Okay. I will not let myself get overwhelmed.
I'm actually quite excited about everything :]
Well, that's all for tonight, just a little blurb.
Sweet dreams loves!

xxo taylor

Tuesday, January 3, 2012

Never Thought of It That Way...


“Get off the scale! You are beautiful. I have yet to see a scale that can tell you how enchanting your eyes are. I have yet to see a scale that can show you how wonderful your hair looks when the sun shines its glorious rays on it. Get off the scale because I have yet to see one that can admire you for your perseverance when life challenges you. I have yet to see a scale that can thank you for your compassion, sense of humor, and contagious smile. Don’t give the scale more power than it has earned. Take note of the number, then get off the scale and live your life. You are beautiful!”
-Steve Maraboli
Two glorious and beautiful and wonderful little bird posted this on their blog and inspired me once again :] Three guesses who. 
Since it's Christmas Break, I've been allowing myself to be very lazy and indulgent. I honestly haven't even gained any weight (I stepping onto the beast just this morning, and still saw the same, daunting number) But the number felt bigger than it usually does. Probably because I'm amping myself up for starting to work out again. But the thought never occurred to me that my scale absolutely cannot measure anything else other than my mass. Zilch. And I'm a hell of a lot more than that stupid three digit number. So! I've decided to make a list (I just love lists, don't you?) of all the wonderful things about myself that my scale can't measure. (keep in mind, I'm allowing myself to be very vain right now)

1. My sexy curves.
2. My unique coloring. (dark dark hair, light skin and beautiful blue eyes)
3. My unending compassion and empathy for others.
4. How deeply I feel things.
5. My absolutely AMAZINGLY WONDERFULLY BEAUTIFUL PERFECT friends :]
6. The magic I feel when I open a new book.
7. The way my family interacts.
8. The look in my dog's eyes when I've hit just the right spot while I'm petting her.
9. How loudly I laugh at the simplest of things.
10. The love I have for my art.
11. My bravery.
12. Did I mention my friends?
13. My ability to love just about everyone unconditionally.
14. My intelligence.
15. The way I smile when I (finally) find a boy I'm enamored with, and him with me.
16. How obsessed with/lost in I get into great stories (currently-The Hunger Games)
17. How much music can touch my soul.
18. The way I snuggle with my mommy.
19. The way my daddy hugs me tight.
20. The way I can fight with my sister and slam doors and yell, and yet ten minutes later be ready to make up and go 
magazine-ing in Barne's and Noble's.

There. A list of twenty amazing things that my scale can never measure. What's on your list?